Evo Eco Disturbo

 

The many different things to write about tonight. I guess I better take my first anti depressant tonight. Well, I am not just getting back on an antidepressant but trying a different kind. This will be the third kind I will be trying. I just took it and will be monitoring here how it goes over the next month. I will give it a month. The last one I only gave 4 days because it made me feel like I was going to have a heart attack or something. My felt like my heart was beating faster. That does occur when I get anxious, too. Been trying to figure out a lot these past years. Jumping from sobriety to a total change in work to going to school deciding I would do better to help the environment than just feeling sad with myself running to cry in the bathroom every time I work a shift down at the local huge corpsepoorate restaurant chain or even just working the dining at the university. Now I don't cry as often when studying ecology! The picture above was what I saw when in the bathroom at school one day. It made me smile. Ransom for the a-hole in chief and a cute sticky note to help students feeling overwhelmed. I think that is what I like about school- the unexpected support from people I don't know. One day I came out of a class stressed thinking I was behind on studying for my exam when bam! Someone handed me a card and a granola bar saying that they understood the pressures and hope I am doing ok. The card had some information for help by offering counseling for stress. The lady who handed it to me was all smiles. This did help. It has been such a rollercoaster. School and then also thinking about my artistic endeavors. When stuff like the pic above happens I think of what to put in the new tissue of ButtRag, of course! So, much new material for the new rag has been piling on since I been going to school, too. I think I really may get a move on the new tissue tomorrow. I got the cover done. A lot of school stuff will be in there. Yup, turns out a lot of environmental stuff has butt stuff going on, BOL! I really can't believe I am a junior at a university still! O and I just thought of how I may do a map of the bathrooms on campus for BRM! BOL! That could be fun! What list for stuff to go in new BRM

1-New bathroom pics- organize to put on pages

2-Deuterostome- the first gastro opening of an organism-anus first

3-Turtles and anal breathing

4-editor's note- Bully and the mental health ect 

5-Bonerators-maybe just do an interview instead of adventure-need to look back at previous issue

Don't want to make it too long so- that looks good. It would be nice to have this out sooner than later.