Meds and Forgettful

 Dang it! I forgot to take my meds again lastnight! Geeebis! Well, I guess that is the problem I always seem to have with having to take meds. Ya, let's hope I can remember later. I don't want to take them in the morning since they can make you sleepy, but maybe I should since I wake up so early? Today is a social event to attend, too. And I was hoping to be up on my social game. When have I ever been up on my social game? BOL! Alright, cut out the self downing humor! Oof I just let a stinky and loud fart! Weee! The joys of getting old. I should work on the next ButtRag this weekend along with my ecology hmwrk- I can think of it as my own homework of fun! It's all fun! Trying to have fun! 

It's been getting hotter out. March had some record breaking temps. This morning, though, pretty cold and close to freezing. I should keep this in my weather journal. I need to keep one better, maybe write in that everyday. There's been some serious tornado action in the midwest this month, too. The NE was super cold all winter due to the polar vortex hovering over it til maybe about a week ago it seemed to warm up over there finally. I feel bad I didn't send my friend, Arica her sweatshirt present until like mid March my brain was so scattered after the FL trip I just threw everything in the closet and didn't know right from down. It was so hard to get the stuff I needed to get done - my brain was just on overdrive about all the personal family stuff. I feel guilty and selfish dealing with all these feelings all the time. It is so hard to be around people some days. I do put myself out there, though, and I am getting better at dealing with social situations, I think. Idk...I try. I just seem to sabotage myself sometimes. Say or do stupid things like they are a knee jerk reaction. The ones that really make me laugh now are the people that get mad when I compliment them. I laugh now about that lady that I disappointed so bad when I complimented her on her shades! Her face just turned down so much into almost anger about it. It was weird cuz this couple was like kinda hovering around and saying "hi" whenever I was having to run to work and school and seemingly wanting to make friends with me. So, one day they caught me with more time while James and I were having a fun day out. I said that and after that that couple looked at me with scowls even and avoided me! HAAAA! I guess that's all I gotta do to make ppl hate me is compliment them! Ya, I can't be around people like that. I kinda didn't want a redneck, white normie friend anyways HA! Look at me write here...so much farts! Let's see if I can get on with my day now.