The Professor is Alright and so is ButtRag

Might as well put up the new ButtRagMag cover here also. I want to get this done this year. I think it is #15, butt I should go through my archives to see. Everything is all jumbled up and stuff and I don't recall where the Bonerators left off either. So, that comic may have to doo something else in this tissue. Like a short ad or interview might be what I will do with those characters. We'll see. Got a lot of other material for this tissue anyways. Gonna see how this tissue fairs here. Afterall, part of the fun of this zine is putting it in bar bathrooms anonymously. So, it is purely an expression of love and madness! BOLOLOL! I am excited to put all the new material in there and this weekend write up the intro or editor's note. I need to work on my lab for my ecology today and tomorrow (which is also fun)! I am liking that I am finding more ButtRag material through school! Oof I just let a big stinker! BOLOLOL! It has been quite a journey! 

    O and boy am I glad I wrote the email to the professor. He replied and said some very insightful things. He did admit that he was trying something to get me to engage more or to try to get others to engage, too, and that it sometimes does not work. No, I understand why some teachers do things, but when you got anxiety and all it can be a bit weird. It is true not many people speak up in lectures and all. Do we all have anxiety? Maybe so. There are only about 5 of us in a class of about 70 that speak out and ask questions. Nobody else cares to say that something must be wrong with them for not asking questions, right? Afterall, if we all asked questions there wouldn't be time for the professor to lecture! But I feel sad that the last two lectures he didn't ask us questions at all or even take the time to ask us if we had any. I hope that is not because of me and my dang email! I think I will go have a look at my reply again (o no, here I go again- maybe a spiral). I hope I didn't sound to mean or whatnot, bol. I often make shit worse when I speak of these things....bol.